Sunday, June 2, 2019

The Uses of Prophecy

A small-ish thought. Why does the Lord give us the heads-up on bad things happening in the world? For instance, from our lesson today in Sunday School:

Matthew 24:4-12

4 And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you.

5 For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many.

6 And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet.

7 For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places.

8 All these are the beginning of sorrows.

9 Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name’s sake.

10 And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.

11 And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.

12 And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.

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I'm of the mind these days that these "warnings" are also challenges. Namely, if the Lord were speaking He might say "I'm warning you about these things... And, I've blessed you with better religion, better science, and a better life, so you can do something about it!" My tendency in the past was to treat prophecy as a sort of passive thing -- look out for the "signs of the times", be aware so you can prepare yourself. And the focus was on me, and looking for those signs, and seeing what other people were doing that might be a part of one of those signs (look, over there, that person is an Anti-Christ!). However, I have come to believe that the Lord expects more of us. Both because a.) we now have His Gospel, and b.) He continually showers us with light, knowledge, blessings, and everything else we may need to counter these bad events. If there are plagues, I think it is our responsibility to use all the anti-plague tools in our arsenal. If there are wars, it is our responsibility to end them. If the poor are downtrodden, it is our responsibility to lift them up. And, if lies are foretold to reign, it is our responsibility to spread truth.

In my mind, a Lord that loves His children wants to bless them and help them make it through life. I don't see this as some sort of "secret" challenge, where those who find out the "secret" are to be exalted while everyone else is left alone on Earth to face tribulation (a-la various popular Mormon and Christian interpretations of end-times events). Rather, with Priesthood and the Gospel comes responsibility, and it is our responsibility to act in the face of tribulation to lift our brothers and sisters out of it. Not only that, but we know what's coming, so we can be better prepared to help when it arrives. I think this is one way to be a profitable servant in trying times.

Saturday, November 24, 2018

...a part of them would not suffice

3 Nephi 7:17

17 And he did minister many things unto them; and all of them cannot be written, and a part of the would not suffice, therefore they are not written in this book. And Nephi did minister with power and with great authority.

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To be honest, I haven't had a charitable heart over the last few months. As current events are enough to rock anyone's boat of peace (well, mine at least), I could offer myself an excuse. But, when I read in the scriptures and see myself shouting back at me, it's a good sign my direction needs a bit of correcting. And by "shouting back", I don't mean telling me all the bad things I've done wrong recently. I mean, all my interpretations mirror my preconceived notions of what the scriptures ought to mean, to me, in my present existence. And so the scriptures are the worst kind of mirror, one that reinforces prejudice in its various forms, and reading them is no longer a spiritual exercise, but the earthly pursuit of being right at all costs.


I will sin a bit now and share one that's been popping up too frequently in my thoughts:


3 Nephi 9:9

9 And behold, that great city Jacobugath, which was inhabited by the people of king Jacob, have I caused to be burned with fire because of their sins and their wickedness, which was above all the wickedness of the whole earth, because of their secret murders and combinations; for it was they that did destroy the peace of my people and the government of the land; therefore I did cause them to be burned, to destroy them from before my face, that the blood of the prophets and the saints should not come up unto me any more against them.

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The whole point of this post was, originally, to _not_ post that verse. Because of my reaction to it, how it makes me feel about certain things happening in the world today, I knew that this was a bad reason to write about the scriptures. So, why am I being sneaky and looking for a backdoor way to post it here anyways? Well, I hope that by so doing I can point out the greater lesson, at least to me, of my recent thought patterns -- "a part of them would not suffice".


I can see a thousand ways to use this verse for self-serving ends. For instance, I could point out some political ideology, and then posit that said ideology is leading to the destruction of the peace of "the people", and then bam! I win the internet. Thanks, everyone, I hope you enjoyed my ego show. Or, maybe I could pick some gospel topic, and use this verse to demonstrate how any particular slippery slope leads right to the heart of pure evil! BAM! Won the internet again, thank you, and please don't mind my gloating in the comments. And, to go with the sneaky double-back guilt trip, I could use this in conjunction with the title of my blog post to demonstrate how anyone who doesn't think deeply enough about the scriptures is not being righteous! OH SNAP! Now you've gone and done it, won the internet again, and this time with the head fake straight to intellectual superiority. Man I'm awesome. And, for the opus magnus egoist, I could use this as a play on how humble I am, because I alone see that really, what this means is I'm the only one in the universe who understand the true nature of the scriptures, therefore I must write about them! BAM BAM BAM!!! Gunned everyone down with that one, now it's on to the me show and after party, featuring ME, of course.


Writing about spiritual things is, therefore, tightly intertwined with ego (here I go again!). No, I hope that if you ever see someone say something like that, you don't feel guilty, 'cause the worst thing in the world would be, IMO, for people to not share their experiences. And, too often, when I write it does seem a bit like a wrestling match of me vs the universe, and I only "win" if the universe heels to my personal understanding of what THINGS OUGHT TO MEAN! (I apologize for the all-caps, but I want to be open and honest about how these things feel to me sometimes).


The Book of Mormon consists, much of the time, of someone writing about things that other people did. Its namesake, Mormon, shows up as narrator voice in a few places, but really he is transcribing, abridging, and transmitting the shared experiences of a civilization. That's a tall order, and I personally think it's pretty cool that we don't have 600-odd pages just about Mormon (it's o.k., Nephi, we love you...). Mormon does editorialize to an extent, but frequently he gets out of the way so other's experiences shine through. The title for this post is one of those times, and herein is wisdom -- Mormon didn't write something, because he didn't feel like he could convey it correctly. He didn't try to fit what was said into the space he had, nor did he abridge it, nor did he minimize it. Rather, he came upon an experience that he wanted to share, but couldn't, and rather than trying to transmit that experience in anything other than its full truth, he simply said "I can't do this justice, so I'm going to leave it out".


I will now not "call out" anyone for doing the opposite of this. I cringe because I've tried to convey things that were inappropriate to convey for exactly this reason -- I wasn't the person involved, I didn't have time to tell the whole story in all the necessary detail, and most of all it wasn't my experience to share. I think the better path is to meditate upon the experiences of others and cherish them for what they are; the truth of their existence that they chose to share with me. Hopefully I can actually follow that path. And, if you don't, at least understand that I'm right there too. And thank you, everyone, for sharing your time with me. I look forward to much more of it in the future.

Tuesday, March 20, 2018

Through Languages

I want something like this, I don't know if it exists yet, but I think it'd be neat: 

 1 Nephi: Nephi -> Joseph Smith (translator) 

 2 Nephi: Nephi -> Joseph Smith (translator)

 ... 

 Zenos (Jacob 5): Zenos -> Jacob (transcriber)? -> Joseph Smith 

 ... 

 Mosiah: Mosiah -> Mormon (abridged) -> Joseph Smith (translator) 

 Zeniff (Mosiah 9-22): Zeniff -> Mosiah (scribe)? -> Mormon (scribe)? -> Joseph Smith (translator) 

Alma (Mosiah 22-23): Alma -> Mosiah (abridged)? -> Mormon (abridged)? -> Joseph Smith (translator) 

 Ether: Ether -> Moroni (abridged) -> Joseph Smith (translator) 

Basically, the "lineage" of all the different authors' works in the Book of Mormon (as such is manifest in the book itself), from the time they were originally written to the time that Joseph Smith translated them into English. The idea here is to document all the hands involved and their role. So, for instance, Zeniff's account in the book of Mosiah reads like it was essentially added directly into the plates, so the "lineage" could go Zeniff -> Joseph Smith (translator). However, it appears in the middle of the book of Mosiah, and it's entirely possible that it was copied onto the plates by Mormon, in which case we'd have Zeniff -> Mormon (scribe) -> Joseph Smith (translator). Further, it's possible that Mormon simply transcribed what Mosiah had written at that point in his record, so really the lineage would look like: Zeniff -> Mosiah (scribe) -> Mormon (scribe) -> Joseph Smith (translator). Thus I have it listed above with question marks as, so far anyways, I haven't found a clear indication of exactly how Zeniff's record was physically added to the Book of Mormon. I guess I've kind of started this above, so perhaps I'll finish it (someday) if I can't find a preexisting version someplace.

Tuesday, January 16, 2018

100%

Moses 4:1-2

1 And I, the Lord God, spake unto Moses, saying: That Satan, whom thou hast commanded in the name of mine Only Begotten, is the same which was from the beginning, and he came before me, saying—Behold, here am I, send me, I will be thy son, and I will redeem all mankind, that one soul shall not be lost, and surely I will do it; wherefore give me thine honor.

2 But, behold, my Beloved Son, which was my Beloved and Chosen from the beginning, said unto me—Father, thy will be done, and the glory be thine forever.
[emphasis mine]

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I have often wondered, what's so wrong with Satan's plan as laid out in these verses? I like the idea of everyone being "redeem[ed]", and I think that's a worthy goal (even if it's just a goal). Certainly I believe God loves all of His children, so it seems natural to want everyone to make it safely home.

It's hard to be "against" that point of view on pretty much any level. And, really, I'm all for it. But I think there is a strongly implied undercurrent to this situation that, for a long time, I've missed. Satan never had any plans to love all of God's children. Nor did he want them to be "like" him; redemption is different from exaltation, and while I'm not sure if that technical difference is meant to be part of these verses, I tend to think Satan's version of Heaven meant a.) we were all "redeemed", but b.) he was to be the all-powerful God over us forever and we'd never share in the same experiences that he was having as God. So, while his plan sounds nice, it did not include love, mercy, or any sense of having a "Heavenly Father" that I believe in, theologically speaking.

I think this also implies that mercy vs. justice could have been, under Satan's plan at least, a zero-sum game. For instance, I feel that these verses take on a different meaning when we contemplate the idea of having either mercy, or justice, but not both:


Alma 42:25-27

25 What, do ye suppose that mercy can rob justice? I say unto you, Nay; not one whit. If so, God would cease to be God.

26 And thus God bringeth about his great and eternal purposes, which were prepared from the foundation of the world. And thus cometh about the salvation and the redemption of men, and also their destruction and misery.

27 Therefore, O my son, whosoever will come may come and partake of the waters of life freely; and whosoever will not come the same is not compelled to come; but in the last day it shall be restored unto him according to his deeds.

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I think I'd go a bit further than Alma does in vs 25, namely that Justice and Mercy are, because of the Atonement, married in a way that prevents this zero-sum-game outcome. I feel that vs 26 can be read to support the idea that all "destruction and misery" in life comes from disobeying God's commandments, which IMO is not true. In my experience bad things happen and good things happen to me oftentimes no matter what, and that's one of the features of life that makes this world "telestial". There is not always a logical a -> b when it comes to suffering or success.

Why is it that way? This is one of the features of Satan's plan that gives a bit of comfort, namely that everyone will be redeemed. I've often wondered how he might go about accomplishing this. My current view of Satan, as a person, is that he wants all the trappings of God's power but fundamentally does not understand the "love" part of it. Thus his "plan" was to essentially spell it all out for us, give us thousands and thousands of pages of dos and don'ts so that we would have a perfect guide for how to live life. There was no room for error in his plan, and there is some presumption that there was also no room for growth. Regardless, there definitely was and is no room for love (in the forms of grace and mercy), and that is the main feature that sets his plan apart from God's. This, I believe, is why charity is listed along with faith and hope as one of the cardinal virtues, and perhaps _the_ cardinal virtue:


1 Corinthians 13:4-10

4 Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,

5 Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;

6 Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;

7 Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.

8 Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.

9 For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.

10 But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.

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Thus the choice between God's plan and Satan's plan is about far more than choosing to have agency, I believe it's about choosing love in the face of imperfection. Thus "charity never faileth" -- love can be the one constant that overarches all other failings and imperfections in life.

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

Humans of the Book of Mormon -- Aminadab

Helaman 5:35-41

35 Now there was one among them who was a Nephite by birth, who had once belonged to the church of God but had dissented from them.

36 And it came to pass that he turned him about, and behold, he saw through the cloud of darkness the faces of Nephi and Lehi; and behold, they did shine exceedingly, even as the faces of angels. And he beheld that they did lift their eyes to heaven; and they were in the attitude as if talking or lifting their voices to some being whom they beheld.

37 And it came to pass that this man did cry unto the multitude, that they might turn and look. And behold, there was power given unto them that they did turn and look; and they did behold the faces of Nephi and Lehi.

38 And they said unto the man: Behold, what do all these things mean, and who is it with whom these men do converse?

39 Now the man’s name was Aminadab. And Aminadab said unto them: They do converse with the angels of God.

40 And it came to pass that the Lamanites said unto him: What shall we do, that this cloud of darkness may be removed from overshadowing us?

41 And Aminadab said unto them: You must repent, and cry unto the voice, even until ye shall have faith in Christ, who was taught unto you by Alma, and Amulek, and Zeezrom; and when ye shall do this, the cloud of darkness shall be removed from overshadowing you.

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Tuesday, March 21, 2017

Humans of the Book of Mormon -- Omni

Omni 1:1-3

1 Behold, it came to pass that I, Omni, being commanded by my father, Jarom, that I should write somewhat upon these plates, to preserve our genealogy—

2 Wherefore, in my days, I would that ye should know that I fought much with the sword to preserve my people, the Nephites, from falling into the hands of their enemies, the Lamanites. But behold, I of myself am a wicked man, and I have not kept the statutes and the commandments of the Lord as I ought to have done.

3 And it came to pass that two hundred and seventy and six years had passed away, and we had many seasons of peace; and we had many seasons of serious war and bloodshed. Yea, and in fine, two hundred and eighty and two years had passed away, and I had kept these plates according to the commandments of my fathers; and I conferred them upon my son Amaron. And I make an end.

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Thursday, January 5, 2017

Change of the Branches

Frankly, there are times in my life when I need a solid shot of optimism. For various reasons this is one of those times, and when I find myself in this situation I tend to turn to certain scriptures that I rely on to give me hope. My hope is, essentially, that the world is gradually getting "better" (from a spiritual perspective) and will continue to do so until the return of Christ. This runs counter to what I've been exposed to growing up in the Church specifically and Christianity generally, but I think it is a viewpoint that's strongly supported in the scriptures, and more particularly in the Book of Mormon.

For me, it starts with Jacob 5. This particular chapter in the Book of Mormon is one of the few "optimistic" apocalyptic scriptures in the LDS cannon. The dream recorded in Daniel of a stone cut out of a mountain without hands is another. In that dream, the stone grows and it rolls until it fills the whole earth. There is no stopping/restarting; the stone grows continually, which to my mind suggests the "good" in the world will be constantly increasing. In Jacob, we have a similar scenario, with the added bonus of the allegory being in chronological order (chronological order, or perhaps more precisely cause/effect are fairly strongly implied in Daniel as well). Pretty much every other apocalyptic scripture lacks a chronology, so this attribute sets Jacob 5 apart in my mind as a uniquely Mormon contribution to the apocalyptic literature.

The "good stuff" starts around verse 57 in Jacob 5:

Jacob 5:57-59

57 And the Lord of the vineyard said unto the servant: Pluck not the wild branches from the trees, save it be those which are most bitter; and in them ye shall graft according to that which I have said.

58 And we will nourish again the trees of the vineyard, and we will trim up the branches thereof; and we will pluck from the trees those branches which are ripened, that must perish, and cast them into the fire.

59 And this I do that, perhaps, the roots thereof may take strength because of their goodness; and because of the change of the branches, that the good may overcome the evil. [emphasis mine]

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Most of the last days narratives I'm familiar with essentially posit that the world is constantly getting worse, and will continue to do so until the coming of Christ. This doesn't really give us much to do, other than try to amass as many "good" people as possible and hope that we dodge the shrapnel of the collapsing Babylon.

In Jacob 5, the Lord is joined by laborers in His vineyard, and they have specific things that they are asked to do to assist in the process of saving the trees of the vineyard. For instance:

Jacob 5:61

61 Wherefore, go to, and call servants, that we may labor diligently with our might in the vineyard, that we may prepare the way, that I may bring forth again the natural fruit, which natural fruit is good and the most precious above all other fruit.

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This is not a time to hunker down in bunkers, circle the wagons, and await the impending apocalypse. Rather, it is a time to "prepare the way" for the natural fruit to appear again. As I reflect on history up to this point in time, it appears to me like "The Day Dawn is Breaking" (lyrics here), albeit over the course of centuries. I see it as beginning at the end of the Dark Ages, with the dawning of the Renaissance and the Reformation that lead to Protestantism. Us Mormons tend to view that as the "start" of the Restoration of the Gospel, a period of time in which events in history led up to those fateful years in upstate New York when Joseph Smith would either rock Christianity to its core or become one of the most successful charlatans of all time, or both (or neither?).

Anyways, somewhere around that time Mormonism seems to have taken a turn towards the apocalyptic. I think it began with the constant moving, being driven westward. The times certainly seemed apocalyptic, and as the pioneers marched off out of the United States and into Mexican territory, they may have envisioned themselves as marching into oblivion. I certainly would have thought that. Laman and Lemuel probably most accurately summarize how I might have handled that time in LDS history; our father/leader is crazy, and I'm really not interested in setting off to some strange land where I will die and everything I've known will die with me.

Thankfully, those who actually made that journey were built with stronger stuff, and despite all indications otherwise somehow found enough hope to creep through the crevasses of the rocks and into the valleys of the Rocky Mountains. Considering their experience, I can't fault those who might read Mormonism as a pessimistic take on human nature and the destiny of the world.

I like to read the book of Moroni with all that in mind. His time was similar, only a whole lot worse in many ways. He lost all of his family, all of his civilization, and then spent some amount of time (probably decades) wandering where he could to find safety and sustenance while avoiding those who would most likely kill him on sight. That is not exactly the recipe for optimism, so I find it interesting that, near the end of his own book, he quotes at length a speech given by his father Mormon in chapter 7 that is anything but dreary. We get to the meat of it around verse 20:

Moroni 7:20

20 And now, my brethren, how is it possible that ye can lay hold upon every good thing?

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Indeed, I wonder this myself sometimes. Not just good spiritual things, but all the good stuff in the world. The 13th Article of Faith challenges us with "If there is anything virtuous, lovely, or of good report or praiseworthy, we seek after these things." It can really be a challenge, not that there is a dearth of good things, but sometimes I lack the motivation to go out and find them, or support them, or do them, or incorporate them into my life. While I consider myself an optimist w.r.t. the "last days", there still are lots of branches bearing bitter fruit. Worse still, these branches aren't plucked off until they are fully developed. I think a lot of the nasty apocalyptic stuff in the book of Revelations in the New Testament applies here; as these branches grow and develop, they will cause lots of problems before they're pruned. But, they will all eventually be pruned if they don't develop good fruit.

This is why, I believe, they're allowed to stick around on the tree. Part of the job of those called in Jacob 5 to prune the trees is to keep the "tops" and the "roots" of the trees equal. The purpose of this is to overcome the "loftiness" (I read that as meaning pride, but it could be other things as well) of the vineyard generally. In other words, the things that I see that are wrong in the world are there to help me be humble. They do this by reminding me that I have more work to do, especially within myself. Also, who knows how the branches will develop until they're fully grown? Who am I to judge if a branch is good or evil during this process? After all, that bitter fruit could be me; nothing is set in stone in this process and the pruning has to happen in my own life too.

To that end, Mormon provides guidance on how to become a "good" branch. As he explains it, this is the role of faith, hope, and charity in the religious life of a disciple of Christ:

Moroni 7:26-32

26 And after that he came men also were saved by faith in his name; and by faith, they become the sons of God. And as surely as Christ liveth he spake these words unto our fathers, saying: Whatsoever thing ye shall ask the Father in my name, which is good, in faith believing that ye shall receive, behold, it shall be done unto you.

27 Wherefore, my beloved brethren, have miracles ceased because Christ hath ascended into heaven, and hath sat down on the right hand of God, to claim of the Father his rights of mercy which he hath upon the children of men?

28 For he hath answered the ends of the law, and he claimeth all those who have faith in him; and they who have faith in him will cleave unto every good thing; wherefore he advocateth the cause of the children of men; and he dwelleth eternally in the heavens.

29 And because he hath done this, my beloved brethren, have miracles ceased? Behold I say unto you, Nay; neither have angels ceased to minister unto the children of men.

30 For behold, they are subject unto him, to minister according to the word of his command, showing themselves unto them of strong faith and a firm mind in every form of godliness.

31 And the office of their ministry is to call men unto repentance, and to fulfill and to do the work of the covenants of the Father, which he hath made unto the children of men, to prepare the way among the children of men, by declaring the word of Christ unto the chosen vessels of the Lord, that they may bear testimony of him.

32 And by so doing, the Lord God prepareth the way that the residue of men may have faith in Christ, that the Holy Ghost may have place in their hearts, according to the power thereof; and after this manner bringeth to pass the Father, the covenants which he hath made unto the children of men.

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We are aligned with the purposes of God and His angels by doing the things mentioned in vs 31 and 32, i.e. declaring the good word of God. The thing that makes God's word good is what He can do for us (more on that point below) and how we may respond to His gifts. There is a larger picture, though, which consists of helping all around us to "lay hold upon every good thing."

What are those good things? I think this list will vary, and should vary, by person. I see supporting real news as a good thing. I see supporting science and the process of inquiry as a good thing. I see providing emotional and physical support to help those around me experience peace and joy in their lives as a good thing. The nice thing about the Gospel is a.) everyone will have a different version of this list, and because of that b.) we're far more likely to actually cover all the good things as people with different viewpoints work towards promoting the good things that they feel are important in their lives. One reason I try to avoid politics/current events on this blog is I feel the Gospel is far larger than any human container we can devise to hold it. Thus my views of what's right and what's wrong are going to always be incomplete, and my human limitations are such that I can only do a limited number of things. Again, I feel this enjoins humility because people with whom I may strongly disagree in some ideological way can and do have vital contributions to make in promoting good in the world.

And, when I'm in that place where I'm accepting and being humble, I can then have hope:

Moroni 7:40-41

40 And again, my beloved brethren, I would speak unto you concerning hope. How is it that ye can attain unto faith, save ye shall have hope?

41 And what is it that ye shall hope for? Behold I say unto you that ye shall have hope through the atonement of Christ and the power of his resurrection, to be raised unto life eternal, and this because of your faith in him according to the promise.

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The mechanics of "ye shall have hope through the atonement of Christ" are, for me, the real meat of the Gospel and the crux of how these scriptures and the Gospel generally help me to have hope. My understanding of God is He's not interested in condemning people. Rather, He wants us to have joy, and to that end He sent Jesus Christ to die on the cross so that we could access His power in our lives, especially when we're not perfect. For a long time I felt that I had to be perfect before the "cleansing" of the Atonement applied, so this was a thing that would happen after I died and my purpose on earth was to do the best job I could at keeping the commandments and doing good things. I believe that a tally was being kept in heaven with a score of all the good and bad things I'd done, and if I got enough points on the "good" side then I'd finally receive the reward of having the stuff on the "bad" side eliminated from the tally. A number of years ago I had several experiences that changed my views, so that now I see God as wanting to partner with us to help us be better people, no matter where we are in our personal growth process:

Ether 12:27

27 And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them.

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As I read it, this verse has a lot of a.) me asking, and b.) the Lord doing work. Humility is the main prerequisite, not perfection, in seeking and getting help from the Lord to change things that we can't change for ourselves ("then will I make weak things become strong unto them"). Why is it that way? Why do I have to rely on the Lord to do things that I can't do for myself, especially when it comes to my own spiritual growth process? As I mentioned above, the "bitter" fruit and the branches that produce that fruit help me in the process of being humble. So too does the grace of God, because He's doing the work and I am in no position to claim that I have changed myself. That's a really fundamental idea, having the humility to accept that my human nature prevents me from doing certain things, and I need God to step in and change my nature. No matter how hard I "work" spiritually, I can't change those things. The Lord has to do it, and because of that I am simply a beggar before God asking, and hoping, that He will.

Hence the pure love of God is expressed through His grace. He isn't helping me because I've earned His help, or I've done anything to be "worthy" in his eyes, He's helping me because He loves me. Humility in this context is more like acceptance; accepting ourselves as imperfect and accepting that someone else has to help us. For me, when that happen, my natural reaction is to then be that much more forgiving and charitable towards other people:

Moroni 7:46-47

46 Wherefore, my beloved brethren, if ye have not charity, ye are nothing, for charity never faileth. Wherefore, cleave unto charity, which is the greatest of all, for all things must fail—

47 But charity is the pure love of Christ, and it endureth forever; and whoso is found possessed of it at the last day, it shall be well with him.

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I see charity as the ultimate "good fruit" that a branch on the trees in Jacob's allegory can produce. I believe the process of living and using the Gospel and the Atonement is designed to cultivate charity, and from that the natural actions of people fall into line with the will of God. Continuing on with Jacob 5, we can see what the natural result of this process will be:

Jacob 5:66-69

66 For it grieveth me that I should lose the trees of my vineyard; wherefore ye shall clear away the bad according as the good shall grow, that the root and the top may be equal in strength, until the good shall overcome the bad, and the bad be hewn down and cast into the fire, that they cumber not the ground of my vineyard; and thus will I sweep away the bad out of my vineyard.

67 And the branches of the natural tree will I graft in again into the natural tree;

68 And the branches of the natural tree will I graft into the natural branches of the tree; and thus will I bring them together again, that they shall bring forth the natural fruit, and they shall be one.

69 And the bad shall be cast away, yea, even out of all the land of my vineyard; for behold, only this once will I prune my vineyard.

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I see this happening on multiple levels. The Lord works this way in me; he's not out to destroy me, but to help me change for the better through His grace. The church is also going through this process, in that the "good" within the church will continue to grow and, as it does so, the "bad" will gradually diminish. The world is doing this as well. Consider, for instance, how far people have come in the last 200 years of history. Huge swaths of us once accepted slavery as "normal", and those who didn't had it imposed on them in a massively terrible trade that formed one of the main pillars of the global economy. While slavery still happens to day, it is on nowhere near the same scale, nor is its toll nearly as high. This trend will continue (perhaps with some bumps along the road) until the practice is completely abolished. Many, many other things are following a similar trajectory. Despite recent setbacks, generally speaking human "freedom" has steadily expanded over the last 200 years and continues to do so. Economic well-being has also spread, along with a number of advances in medicine and science, that have and will continue to improve life for everyone. As that happens, slowly but surely many of the drivers of negative human behaviors will diminish. I also see a strong trend towards establishing a morality of sorts that transcends religious divisions. Another example is Pope Francis, who has done God's work IMO in changing the tenor and practice of the Catholic church for the better. These are just a couple of many of the "arrows" of history that point towards a glorious conclusion. Our job is to help them along by using God's grace in our lives and expressing charity towards others, and according to Jacob's recounting of Zenos' allegory, we will:

Jacob 5:74-75

74 And thus they labored, with all diligence, according to the commandments of the Lord of the vineyard, even until the bad had been cast away out of the vineyard, and the Lord had preserved unto himself that the trees had become again the natural fruit; and they became like unto one body; and the fruits were equal; and the Lord of the vineyard had preserved unto himself the natural fruit, which was most precious unto him from the beginning.

75 And it came to pass that when the Lord of the vineyard saw that his fruit was good, and that his vineyard was no more corrupt, he called up his servants, and said unto them: Behold, for this last time have we nourished my vineyard; and thou beholdest that I have done according to my will; and I have preserved the natural fruit, that it is good, even like as it was in the beginning. And blessed art thou; for because ye have been diligent in laboring with me in my vineyard, and have kept my commandments, and have brought unto me again the natural fruit, that my vineyard is no more corrupted, and the bad is cast away, behold ye shall have joy with me because of the fruit of my vineyard.

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Hence I have hope, despite current circumstances in many places, that things will get better. It is the will of God, and by using the tools He's given me I hope to assist in various small ways in that process.